May Death Pass Over–But This Time, All of Us…by Robert M. Katzman
by Robert M Katzman © April 1, 2020 (rewritten 2/27/23)
(Dedicated to a truly good and noble person, Bill Skeens, who inspired this poem)
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Desolation and Isolation
Staring through a window
From a quiet dim kitchen
Stocked with food against the abyss
I see the shining steel fan spinning
I see the cedar swing moving
In the cold spring wind
I see the red brick fireplace
Black with charred dead embers
Surrounded by logs and branches
But empty of the warmth of fire
I do so miss the people
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Monday through Friday
At 8:15 am and 3:15 pm
In my little Wisconsin town
The quiet street in front of my home
Across from a buzzing middle-school
The road would be awash with
Impatient parents and joyous children
Freed from educational jail
Free to play with their friends
No one saw the
Invisible Poison Army
Rolling in over the Horizon
A Deadly Virus on the March
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Demetrious walking his dog
Stopping to talk with me
As I tended to my memorial garden
To my evaporated wife Joy
I wonder if she sits on the porch chair
Watching me
Remembering her
Are we invisible to each other?
Like all the children and their parents
Are invisible to me now?
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Sometimes I walk around nearby blocks
Picking up fallen branches from the street
Maybe Ill make another fire
Someday
There is no one to wave to
No cars drive by
The cool wind whistling in my ears
Is the only sound I have with me
No one saw the
Invisible Poison Army
Rolling in over the Horizon
A Deadly Virus on the March
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I read my old books
Watch my old movies
Listen to old music
Surrounded by a museum
Of happier faces in happier times
I think about my faraway children
Frightened about when & how long?
Until they can work again
Think of my faraway grandchildren
Making their besieged parents crazy
I call my friends
Friends call me
We cannot hold each other
We cannot comfort each other
This time
Touch
Is the essential
Missing Medicine
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Too late for me to be a soldier
Defending against the unseeable
Arthritis reminding me
Too late to be a soldier
To forget fantasies of glory
Of saving my poor country
Three hundred million
Guns in America
All the chambers empty
Of a Silver Bullet of a cure
What can we possibly use
As ammunition?
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The radio goes on and on
Reporters reporting
Sheltered in their homes
Pretending they’re safe
Refrigerated trucks in New York City
Dead bodies piling up like cold logs
The old people dying
The doctors dying
The famous dying
The homeless dying
Tens of thousands of people dying
All across the globe
Numbers too numbing to comprehend
No one saw the
Invisible Poison Army
Rolling in over the Horizon
A Deadly Virus on the March
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An old fairy tale in a Bible
Told a story of an oppressed People
Desperate to be free of a tyrant
Defenseless against his armies
Praying to their God to save them
Praying to an invisible force
A concept only they believed in
To save them from an earthly one
Who would be the stronger?
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The story goes a Messenger Angel
Appeared to and told their leader
To tell the captive People
To kill a lamb and spread its
Blood across their doorposts
So the next night
When the fiery and unmerciless
Angel of Death came
Searing across the black skies
He would see the lambs’ blood
On each home’s doorposts
And pass over those homes
But kill the firstborn
In all others’ homes
Rich or poor
Strong or weak
And this horrifying act
Freed those captive People
Thousands of years ago
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I am a descendent of those People
Fairy tale or not
We have spread all across the Earth
Some in every country
We remain few in number
But we endure through Time
And each Spring we celebrate
This Ancient Biblical story
Jews call it Passover
Rich in complicated customs
Meant to educate the children
About who they are
And where they came from
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I don’t need this to be true
I can believe in my God
Without deadly fairy tales
Of red lamb’s blood
Dripping on wooden doorposts
Of an angry Angel
Slaughtering children
But a mortal writer can pray
A mortal writer
Perhaps with soulful hands
Can write prayers
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So this I beseech Thee:
Creator of the Universe
Symbol of all that is good
And fair and beautiful
Even though now
Everyone knows
No one saw the
Invisible Poison Army
Rolling in over the Horizon
A Deadly Virus on the March
Can You make it Passover
One more time?
But this time, God
Save everyone?
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