My Left Hand: Blue Veins Swollen Like the Louisiana Delta
My left hand
Worn and wrinkled
Swollen Blue Veins like
The Louisiana Delta
Fueling its strength
Has been burn
Broken
Held thousands of dollars
And been penny-less
*
A sometimes bloodied fist
Held a paint brush
A hammer
A baby
A pen
Changed a tire
A diaper
Held a dog
Wiped away tears
Been expressive without words
Clicked a shutter
Unrolled a Torah
Lit candles
Offered a ring in marriage
Caressed a beautiful woman’s face
Both in love and after she died
Then it planted
A tree to remember her
*
Yet when it opens
My window shade
Every morning
When I look for
Beams of warm sunlight to
Pour into me
and
Jolt my confused heart
Fluttering back to life
And I wonder
Still believing
Still hoping
That anything
Anything
Remains possible
***
This poem was inspired by my driving from Racine, Wisconsin to Idaho, Montana, and Wyoming and back, frequently noticing my worn and wrinkled left hand, for about 5,000 miles. I decided to turn the merry-go-round of swirling words inside my mind into a poem, so I could rest.
Three months later I met Nancy Alexander online and in a cafe on November 19, 2019. We were married on May 15, 2022. Things can seem so black, so hopeless, and then miracles happen to make your heart happy again. In a month our first anniversary wll happen.
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Publishing News!
Bob Katzman’s two new true Chicago books are now for sale, from him!
Vol. One: A Savage Heart and Vol. Two: Fighting Words
Gritty, violent, friendship, classic American entrepreneurship love, death, heartbreak and the real dirt about surviving in a completely corrupt major city under the Chicago Machine. More history about one man’s life than a person may imagine.
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Robert M. Katzman
Don’t Go Quietly Press
PO Box 44287
Racine, Wis. 53404-9998 (262)752-3333, 8AM–7PM
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