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Always On the Brink of the End of My Life…by Robert M. Katzman

Filed under: Depression and Hope,Life & Death,Marriage and Family,My Own Personal Hell,Philosophy,Poetry & Prose,Rage! — Bob at 9:59 am on Thursday, November 25, 2010
 
Thanksgiving Day

November 2010 by Robert M. Katzman

Bathed
In
Radiation
At
Year One

I
Have
Been
Endlessly
Waiting

Waiting
For
Death

The cancer
Came to me
At
Eighteen

Changing
Everything

Work
Risk
Love
Plans

All
In the
Shadow
Of:

What Next?
And
When?

All
My
Grandparents
Died

One after another

And
I was
Relieved
They
Didn’t live to
See
Their Grandchild
Die

And
I waited

Waited
For
Death

I met  a girl

We fell in love

I married her

Will
We
Grow
old
Together?

My
Father
Died

I was
Relieved
I
Survived
Him

But
Also
Surprised

My
Mother
Died

I was
Relieved
I
Survived
Her

But
Also
Surprised

My
Sister
Died

Jesus Christ!!

Where is everybody?